Day 08 — A photo that makes you angry/sad
That is my foot wearing a 20cm heel. This makes me angry AND sad. Let me tell you why. I love shoes, specially heels, stilettos make me crazy, I am MAD about shoes... but, BUT I can't wear them. I am a 1.80mts woman, it's not that I am too embarassed to weat them, it's just that the world it's not made for a 2mts person, and that makes me feel very unconfortable. Despise all the looks I get (bad ones mostly) when I wear heels, it's SO goddamn hard for me to find pretty shoes in my size (10-US, 41-Ven), this is no contry for big men, or women what so ever. That's why I get so angry when I go out to buy shoes. It pisses me off not to find shit. And that starts a chain of insecurities about my own body. Everything I don't like about me physycally comes to the table and I ended up feeling so awkard, ugly and huge, HUGE (fat ass)... at last, depressed. It's very much out of question for me buying things on the Internet. It would make me a happy, happy woman; ...
