Crucifying KaЯmina BuЯana

Just coming home from CABARET. I could really get use to see musicals often. I went with my dear aunt Zulay. I could never have imagine going with somebody else. After this she told me we can go to the teather more often. It was my first time going to a musical, specially in a big theather. I'm glad I lost my virginity with Cabaret. While we were waiting to get in some cool ballet group was presenting pieces of some ballets. It was so cool because I have never seen live ballerinas before. And I'm glad to say that lady with hot red hair in the front was Mery Cortez. This was my view from my seat. It was fine... I wish it was closer, tho. The best part is that I got to wear my new clothes and my new hand purse! Yay!

Yesterday my mom cooked me a vegetarian lasagna. It was fuking good, man. Then my girls came to visit me and they brought cookies and ice cream... I ate my soul away. I was so happy. And today is was my cousin’s birthday party… this is the cousin I’m not very fond of, so the only good thing today was the cake. And tomorrow: CABARET.

I do really have a lot of free time.

This makes me sad.

Going throught a major anxiety attack. I have drink two lts. of lemon, peach, a passion fruit iced tea, ate cookies, chocolate and strawberry ice cream, bread, cheese sticks... and still feeling the big hole in my stomach. Gonna watch Amelie till I pass out.

I have yo stop takig pictures of everythig ad the ot doig aything with them. This is the one when I made ice cream sadwiches ad I made a total mess while eating them. This is one from when we were decoratig the party room for my cousin's sweet 15. This is me tryig to get a picture of my make up in the bathroom of the party saloon. As it was beside the dance floor there was smoke everywhere. Ad one of the botle of tequila wich we got wasted with at the party. This one is from the entrace to "El puto bar! (the fucking bar) where my brother's band played last sunday... we waited trhee hours to get in because the freacking owner was too stoned to open. This is the one when a butterfly came to my room to die... for some reason bugs come to my room and die here... why? This one is of some drawings of my name that my name Vanessa made them for my door. I ripped them off a time ago. This one was from my favorite bracelet... and some day broke and I lost it. And now my mails are li...

I just came back from my cousin’s sweet 15 birthday party and I’m wasted… I just wanted you to know that I’m wearing fake eyelashes for the first time in my life… and I love them.