Crucifying KaЯmina BuЯana

Look what I have to wear now! This is fucking ridiculous, it's unconfortable and I can't even wear normal clothes... fuck me.

I just went to the clinic to have what I wish will be the last test before my surgery, so I had to walk by this park nerby home. I haven’t walkek trought there since maybe six years; and the whole place is now a fucking jungle. It’s just too damn sad. I am just pissed off about how this comunity left a fine space like this area to a complete lost and andandonment. It’s just ridiculous. This still could be a place where children could play, people take out their pets, mayve elderly people spent some time undre the sun, but instead now it’s a freaking dead area, no to mention even insecure, in fact, I could give both my arms there’s not even ilumination at nigth. I remember going to parties in there when I was a child. Now this is completely lost. I’m so pissed off, I don’t even know what to do about it.

Yesterday was my little cousin fifth birthday… terrible, terrible party, not only because it was a children party, but because it was in a difficult area to get to, that house is still half built, it was too cold, the food was lame, and by the time we were supossed to leave our car broke, it was so dark we could’t fix it so another car had to tow us with a rope… anyway, anything for the family. Looking at the brigth side, although I'm 22, I'm still one spoiled fucker. So they gave me a children souvenir of the party. Or that was what I thought. The thing is that the gift was specially made for me! HOW I LOVE MY AUNT. I don't really like Hello Kitty, but this is adorable... I even got a tube with glitter glue. I will definetly use all of this. This mini flipflop is an eraser ^^ Now I got a notebook with a bunch of stickers... I'll fid a use for them, as for decorate some people's foreheads or so. I even got eyelashes! This is how much my family knows me. Also, I had ...

Now, how the fuck am I supossed to get this thing to the party?

Now I gotta find a party.

So having a metal spine seems to be so in… I’m gonna be so fashionable after my surgey.