Crucifying KaЯmina BuЯana

I almost forgot, last Monday, two months ago, I had my spine surgery. It seems so long ago; I’m amazed by the fact that I almost have a normal life even that I had two disc removed from my spine and two prosthetics placed instead. I did a little excersice yesterday and I felt good. Maybe I can run again soon! I am sure that even my doctor got impresed by all the people that was waiting for me to come out gfrom my surgery. My family is big, what can I say; but this moments really show me that they love me so much, and I love them back even more. I was even impresed that friends of my cousins came to visit me. But then everybody wanted to get a picture with me moments after I left the operation room… they’re fucking nuts…

But I failed. What can I say.

and Rammstein!

I been in a lot of pain lately, so yesterday I texted my doctor who called me freaked out and told me to do an emergency X-ray and then go see him. So this morning I got an X-ray again. The pain in my spine and my legs makes made me think I’m slowly transforming into a centaur… but no, my doc told me they’re making my therapy wrong. So I’m gonna be in pain for some days… and next time I’ll go to therapy I’ll slap that bitch; ok maybe I won’t but definetly not do everything theu tell me to without calling my doc first.

So I went to the nutricionist... bassically I have to eat what I have been eating so far minus the candy a sweets. And I have to eat fruit and vegetables every single day. Let's see how long I last without boring myself to death by eating fruit and vegetables daily. I don't really like fruits, not even juices. She said that my ideal weigth is around 70 Kg. wich is fucking ridiculous because I am 1.80 mts and not really the small type. I am now 109 K and it's imposible for me to lose 40 kgs, I don't even want to lose that much weigth! It's just stupid. For now I¿m supossed to get to 92 K (wich is a lot less!). And I would be happy and totally healthy with that.