Crucifying KaЯmina BuЯana

You’re not real, you’re not real, you’re not real, you’re not real, you’re not real, you’re not real, you’re not real, you’re not real, you’re not real, you’re not real, you’re not real… I haven’t slept for two days…. nothing. I really need to sleep when everybody else does. There’s so much mess in my life, I know I just should start getting all together, but I don’t feel like wanting to. I really need to stop this. Now I’m always daydreaming. I have to stop the fantasies. Nothing of that is ever going to happen. I need to live my real life. I gotta stop pretending. But all I want is to sleep… to dream… forever. Please somebody tell me how to make all of this stop.