jueves, 31 de mayo de 2012

2. Your favourite shirt

It's big and confortable... I just wear it at home. I wouldn't get caught dead wearing a t-shirt out of my house.


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30 Day Clothing Challenge
  1. Your closet.
  2. Your favourite shirt.
  3. A piece of clothing or jewelry that was a gift
  4. A shirt that you haven’t worn yet.
  5. Your favourite pair of jeans.
  6. A pair of pants that aren’t jeans.
  7. A cute outfit of yours.
  8. Your most expensive article of clothing.
  9. A cute dress/ skirt.
  10. An outfit you wore on a special day.
  11. A piece of jewelry that a Grandparent gave you.
  12. A piece of jewelry that everyone complements you on.
  13. An outfit you wish you had.
  14. Cute socks.
  15. Your newest purchase.
  16. You and someone wearing matching clothes.
  17. An article of clothing that you made or altered.
  18. A piece of jewelry that you made.
  19. All your earrings, rings, necklaces and/or bracelets.
  20. Your jewelry box.
  21. Something that you only wear around the house.
  22. Something you only wear in the summer.
  23. An article of clothing/ accessory that you consider lucky.
  24. Your favourite pair of shoes.
  25. Shoes you love but hardly wear.
  26. A mismatched outfit that you’d never wear (go wild: earrings, belts, crazy skirts etc).
  27. A hat.
  28. An outfit you are ashamed to say you wore.
  29. Something that is your favourite brand.
  30. Something from your favourite store.

Guess who's got a job?

miércoles, 30 de mayo de 2012

Red


Some friend ask me to be a model for her hair dresser classes, she’s experimenting on my hair… She’s supossed to be doing some red stripes, now I’m just being decolored… Well, I’m not to worried, it’s just hair. The thing that worries me it’s the amount of money I just spent in all the materials.


This is the semi-final product. I really like it... and I got this when tomorrow I'm having a job interview. Well... let's see how that goes.

martes, 29 de mayo de 2012

The sign

I just quickly made this sign for my 6’1” and 300 pounds brother who is afraid of butterflies. He just hanged it in his bedroom door.

30 Day Clothing Challenge


This is my closet, I mean: Half of my closet. I share it with my mom, and she -of course- has taken over the most of it. So I only have almost half of the closet, two drawers and the upper compartiment... the rest is my mother's useless shit and a lot of clothes she doesn't wear.

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30 Day Clothing Challenge
  1. Your closet.
  2. Your favourite shirt.
  3. A piece of clothing or jewelry that was a gift
  4. A shirt that you haven’t worn yet.
  5. Your favourite pair of jeans.
  6. A pair of pants that aren’t jeans.
  7. A cute outfit of yours.
  8. Your most expensive article of clothing.
  9. A cute dress/ skirt.
  10. An outfit you wore on a special day.
  11. A piece of jewelry that a Grandparent gave you.
  12. A piece of jewelry that everyone complements you on.
  13. An outfit you wish you had.
  14. Cute socks.
  15. Your newest purchase.
  16. You and someone wearing matching clothes.
  17. An article of clothing that you made or altered.
  18. A piece of jewelry that you made.
  19. All your earrings, rings, necklaces and/or bracelets.
  20. Your jewelry box.
  21. Something that you only wear around the house.
  22. Something you only wear in the summer.
  23. An article of clothing/ accessory that you consider lucky.
  24. Your favourite pair of shoes.
  25. Shoes you love but hardly wear.
  26. A mismatched outfit that you’d never wear (go wild: earrings, belts, crazy skirts etc).
  27. A hat.
  28. An outfit you are ashamed to say you wore.
  29. Something that is your favourite brand.
  30. Something from your favourite store.

This is what happened to me this morning. I couldn't sleep one bit last night, maybe it was because it was too hot. But I was having a meeting today for a job and I felt so miserable that I couldn’t go, I have to call and cancelled it because I really felt like a mess. You have any idea hoe is to feel like shit that you can't even get out of bed?

lunes, 28 de mayo de 2012

The lips


Enjoying my new pink lipstick. It looks so fucking unnatural IRL, but I'll wear it with joy.

domingo, 27 de mayo de 2012

Long time no see

Yesterday my best friend let me a message on FB: she wanted to se us -her friends- because it has been quite a while since we don’t gather. This morning I got a call from my friend’s mom, telling me that I was invited to a little reunion at her house, she even told me my friend didn’t knew she was calling me. I kind of had second thoughts, because the lady is sick, bipolar to be more specific; but she sounded so well that I didn’t see anything wrong with paying them a visit. 

 I’ve been there with them before with her mom sick and all, it hasn’t been a big of a deal. So I went and my friend was so surprised -and annoyed that her mother called people to come over-, but in general she was very happy with me there. 

 We didn’t talk of lot’s of important things because her mother was there all the time listening to us, and her gradma was there too, but we share some time together and that’s just fine. I know she needed a break. 

 So we did the usual: eating. She gave me this homemdade strawberry mermelade she prepared. It was… weir… but tasty.


I don’t know much of bipolarity, but my friend’s mom has some maniac behaviours while she’s sock too. No matter what we were talking about she always had a way to end up mentioning food, and how sh had a craving for sweets, always sweets… but when I said something about it she changed her mind saying she wasn’t much of a sweet eater. 

 Also, when we were all chating in the living room she had to put some music really loud, my friend kept turning the player off while she had a chance, but her mother always managed to put another CD on. 

 The lady was very restless too, she always wanted to help, or to do something to keep her hands busy, almost hyperactive. She was almost like a child, my friend had to always be very aware of was she was doing, because she could break something, throw away something and so on… Now I undestand why my friend it’s so exhausted and patiente short. 

 At last, she had to prepare some hot chocolate because her mother was being insistent. I get to have the happy cup.


It’s really surprizing to see how this disease developts through a single day. Even during an evening. When I arrived my friend’s mom was very elocuent and alert, she even got us presents -she gave me a mascara-, even if they were things that she won from selling Avon products, you could tell she knew what was she doing. But as the afternoon went by, she started to get very sleepy and tired, something she had hyperactive rushes, but then she quickly calmed down and started talking very slowly, almost rambling. 

 By the time I was leaving she started to allucinate, she was very calm, anybody could tell she was just chating with me; nut she started telling me this crazy stories. 

 I don’t know why I wa so calm and patient with my friend’s mom, I was never scared or felt rejection. Maybe it was because I’ve know her for almost 18 years. Still, I know I couldn’t handle that situation every single day for the rest of my life. I don’t know how my friend does it.

Then we went to the kitchen to prepare dinner when this happened. All of the sudden half of the kitchen was flooded. This is a problem the building have had lately, and my friend stood there so calm, in front of all this mess and chaos. she was just there, with a passive face and a sweet voice, she just keep talking to me as nothing happened. And I was just looking at her thinking tht this wasn’t fair. 

My friend is so smart, and strong and kind, it’s not fair all of the thing that has happened to her in life. I mean, her father is a scumbag, she had to leave college because her father spent all of her education money on some tarrible things; her sisters acts like she doesn’t even belongs to that family, she had to left her job to take care of her mom; and of course, her mother is bipolar and gets sick very often. It’s not fair for her to carry the weight of her family on her shoulders, she has had to abandon all of her dreams. 

I feel so sorry for her, it makes me just sad… so sad. I don’t even know what to do.


I love my friend, I really love her. If I could ever give something it would be more patience, because she really stresses out her mother’s condition. I mean, I can really ignore most of the things her mother does, but again, I do not live that situation every single day; and she’s not my mother. When it’s about your own mother it’s different, the only person in the world that can make me really angry and lost my temper is my mother, so I understand wmy my friend can’t ignore most of her mother’s behavior when she’s sick, she really takes it personal.

jueves, 24 de mayo de 2012

More vampires

Just got back from the movies watching The Beauty and the Beast in 3D with my brother. We were even more excited than the children, we sang every song and… got really dizzy from the 3D shit. My eyes still feel weird. And my brother got me Vittorio the vampire, yay!

miércoles, 23 de mayo de 2012

Cancelled?

I just bought these, like an hour ago… But it happens they’re not coming anymore because of ‘migratory problems’ and the concert was tomorrow nigth… Now what the fuck shall I do with these! FUCK MY LIFE.

sábado, 19 de mayo de 2012

My college friend, Luna, came over today for a visit with her two months old baby daughter. It was a strange visit since neither of us would ever portrayed us in that sort of situation. I didn’t know what to do most of the time. It was the most awkard visit I've ever been in. Anyhow, although we know hard times are ahead, we can trust each other, we can both call ourselves very good friends. 

Lately I’ve been a bit hormonal and bitter and more depressed than usual; a total lack of interest in anything I’d rather name it. 

My little cousins are staying over tonight, my mother loves to take care of them even if it’s never a very reguarding task... for me the most as they’re staying in my room. Wich I hate. Maybe I’m just a non-considerated hateful little bitch who really dislikes to sleep with children, I migth be just that, I’m only human… But I really hate it. It makes me twice the angry than the fact that my mother already is sleeping with me every night. 

In addition, it’s starting to annoy the fuck outta me the fact that I can’t find a job at my field so if I ever find a job as a waitress I migth as well take it. I’m done with wasting my life. 

Right now I’ love to be alone but this room is literally crowded. I’m so bitter that for sure won’t get any sleep what so ever… And there’s no food… And no internet. 

I feel like shit. Great night..

jueves, 17 de mayo de 2012

domingo, 13 de mayo de 2012

Mother's day


Apparently, any holyday is an excuse for my family to give presents. Today’s mother’s day and I got this among other things.


And my aunt got me this. It’s so fucking awesome.

sábado, 12 de mayo de 2012

jueves, 10 de mayo de 2012

I just watched The Avengers and holy fucking shit sweet mother of goddamn

This is what happens when I got to the movies… I have to eat before getting into the movie to eat some more…

Guess who's in love with Loki...

miércoles, 9 de mayo de 2012

After shopping

I already bought a gift for mother’s day. My mom is more hater than I, she doesn’t like anything… so, a couple of face losions and gum. I’m a great daughter.



Also I got this today! HA-HA! It was cheap as fuck so I don’t have a lot of expectations about it working… I’ll figure it out tomorrow, I’m making cupcakes... well, maybe...



AND I got this as well.. it’s not even for my phone but I HAD TO HAVE IT. It’s so adorable and cute.

martes, 8 de mayo de 2012

Sewing time!


Ok I'm done fot today...

lunes, 7 de mayo de 2012

Road trip!


On Sunday I traveled with my borther’s band to another state for their first gig in another city! (like a good groupie, of course). We had to get up at 4 am to be at the bus station at 6. Our bus left at 6:45 for the five hour trip. I could sleep only for an hour before leaving, still I couldn’t sleep one bit in the bus, I really like to watch trough the window as we go on. I’m sure this have some kind of psicologycal explanation.


I put on ridiculous long fake lashes… that’s why I got up at four am. I’m sure that’s why people looked at me a bit shocked (more than usual, I mean). We had a mandatory stop for half an hour, I had breakfast even tho I wasn’t hungry, but the way left was still long, so…


We arrived t something like 11 am. So we went to the shore and I took some pictures of them. Some of them were really escited about seeing the sea and the ships because they have never been in that city… I really don’t know it much so I couldn't take them to nice places. 

 The gig was gonna be at 8 pm, so we had no idea what we were gonna do til then. My idea was getting to some mall and walk an stuff.



My pseudo plans we ruined wehen the guy who planned the whole event arrived for us in a very old truck, luckily for us we had a place to stay with all the instruments. The eight of us could fit in the truck and this guy took us to his place, a very ol and humble house in a town nearby.

 He really treat us very, very well… he let us play with his drums and gave us lunch and ice creams… all of this while, sadly we played black metal dvd’s for us very loudly… VERY.



Finally at 5 pm whe went to the club to make soundcheck. It was a really nice spot, very pretty, clean,well decorated and with good technology; unlike the metal clubs or bars here in my city… fucking ugly dirty holes. 


Sadly, the rain started to fall like a bitch maybe an hour later than we arrived. It didn’t stop until midnight. This was very unexpected, and judemental for the gig, not al lot of people assited, and the organizator had financial losts. But in general there were some pople there and the band was awesome, even that in the city you can tell they like black and death metal mostly, they liked the band. At least the guys gained some fans.

It could be better, but it was a Sunday night and it was pouring. Here in Caracas not a single soul would have gone.



They treat us so well, they even gave us free drinks! And I’m not even on the band! We really owe rhem so much, aparently they’re coming to an event a friend's organizing, so we have to be extra cool with them when we bring them here.


 And… right now the dude is wrtting to me with exagerate love… and he wants to “know me more”… and as I’m still not blind nor CRAZY, I am blowing him off nicely. He could have been very into us; but c’mon… not even a chance, man.


viernes, 4 de mayo de 2012

Why does my nude gloss looks good in pics but IRL I look like I’m dead?


My aunt gave me a maxi blouse last Christmas, but I have never wore it because I don’t really like the whole loose look in me… or that’s what I thought.


 I finally wore it today since yesterday, as I told you, was making some sewing in my old clothing. And with a couple of ajustments in the neck line and lenght of the sleeves I decided to step out of home wearing something I might not love… but it wasn’t that bad, I kinda like it.

 I still have to make those sleeves shorter… but I generally like the look, and it’s confy.

jueves, 3 de mayo de 2012

By the way… I never said I know how to sew, just to clear this out

I have accepted I’m a unemployed young woman. So, as the poor person I am, just decided to saw by myself and fix all my old clothing… I can’t afford to buy new things and gladly I still have a fine amount of outfits.


In one of her thougthless obsessive shoppings my mother got me this. But I never used because I had no idea how and in fact, had no real interest in finding out hoe to use it. Now I got it out of its box and all I have to say is THIS IS A FUCKING PIECE OF USELESS SHIT.