I can't stand my mother lately, and I believe she can't either, she doesn't look at me anymore. I don't hate her because of thar, she's on her rigth to... I don't know how long I can keep doing this. I just wish there was a Beast, like in the movie, and take me as a prisioner, so I never could go back to my life again... I got injured, but I don't know how, it stains like hell.