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I have nerver in my life had a pet… well, it was that time when we had a huge fish bowl but my cousing kill the fishes when pouring soap into the water because she wanted them to do bubbles… Anyway, my cousin has this really fluffy fat little dogie called Lion. It’s not mine, but I get to taka care of him on weekends.

I didn’t leave the house this whole week; only to go to the gym. And I guess this is my favorite because is new sport clothing, and I’ve never had gym clothes before!

Taking a shit load of pill again. When I would be like a normal person? And I made cupcakes today... I couldn't find my cupcakes pans, I have no idea where they put them, and then I discovered the oven is brolej or some shit because the cupcakes where inside over an hour and they were not ready; so I had to finished them in the little electric oven... six per time. Because of this I spent all evening baking. Not funny. They turned out deformed and over sized... but buy aren't they fucking GOOD.

I just made dinner. It came out damn good! But them my mom started to yell at me because it wasn't enough for everybody; apparently I had to keep some away for people that are not even here to dinner; and if people start to ask me they want more I will not say to them: NO, you can't eat more, I don't care if you are hungry; because I have to keep some for another people that is not even here right now. Sometimes I don't get my mother's logic. I tried to do somenthing good but for her there's always something wrong in whatever I do. But them I told my little second cousin to smile, and she did this. Made my night.

That's the key of my car: a public transportation subway ticket. I don't even know how to drive. I mean, I have a license but I CAN'T drive.

That's me and my bearless brother.

Fuck yes!

Too much? NEVER!

I LOVE this crazy bitch so much. we’ve known each other for 16 years now.

This mothafucker♥

Yesterday I was in our Valentine's party. I tried to decorate but then I remembered that one of our friends is afraid of balloons. So there was maybe 30 bucks lost in heart shapped balloons. So, thank you very much. I confess I planned this party along with my friend with the exclusive purppose of getting drunk. So when I arrived she, darling, made me dinner. I haven’t eaten mash potatoes for ages! I love that lovely bitch. First, this crazy girl, friend o a friend, made us a weird super sweet drink with strawberries. Wich I had maybe three. Then, I proudly say that I made us fancy cute vodka coctails with orange juice, orange sirope, a bit of lemon and fruits in little squares. In the middle of the nigth the father of my friend arrived with some friends, and they wanted to listen to music. So we had to hear this amazing assemble called "Forever alone 2 - Dad". Late at night some other friends arrived, they are students of audiovisual arts, and I mention this because they...

Well, it's not actually right after, I had a cup of tea a two slices of integral honey bread. I wake up in a bad mood every fucking day. I hate waking up.

Charles Fredrick Worth afternoon dress ca. 1872 via The Costume Institute of The Metropolitan Museum of Art 1870s dinner dress via The Costume Institute of The MEtropolitan Museum of Art Emile Pingat dinner dress ca. 1877-1880 via The Costume Institute of The Metropolitan Museum of Art

This is my gym outfit... I'm not going wearing spandex, nor showing my legs, nor my boobs, nor my belly. I walk in, do my stuff and then I walk out. That's it. It's funny how all those tiny but muscle man just stare at me all the time just because I'm taller than then. I guess I hurt theirs egos real bad. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! Then I went to the supermarket and bougth this. I feel so healthy. Fuck this I want a chocolatw cake mehe... But I didn't get a chocolate cake, instead y bought Batman bandaids! Yayyyy!

Yesterday I went to the doctor... again. I still have to make a X-ray of my chest. Fuck my life. Is it me or this tacky waiting room has too much plants. By the way, today at the gym while I was doing legs in some machine I saw my trainer his his pants down and this girl was turning to him with a needle. Just saying. And very early at morning, while I was on my way to the doctor I saw this bus: La Peluca (The Wig). My brother laughed hard. And finally, I went to grocery shopping and I saw this. It's only allowed to buy 2Kg. of milk per people in the supermarket. We are running out of food again. Fuck this country.

This is my fucking Uni thesis. It’s finally ready… I’m never doing a shit like this again. It's 300 pages of bullshit. I actually like my research, the thing that pisses me off is arranging the whole thing according the APA rules. Next time I'll pay someone to do that part for me. I'm proud, another step tp the end. I'll just tried not to get expeled from Uni next time.

Helena Bomhan Carter @ Bafta's awards

Yesterday I went to one of my brother’s house to watch The Rocky Horror Picture Show. He thought I have always hated him. It’s not true, I barely knew him and; what can I say, I am not particularly a friendly person. So that’s why he thought I did not like him. Anyways, it turned out that he’s a really nice guy and we have a lot of things in common so I thing we’re gonna get well along. He doesn’t have a DVD set at home so my brother took our old, very very old, DVD set with us. It was a major disaster. We had to watch the movie from his laptop. I didn’t care, I dance the Time Warp and sang every song in front of strangers. I repeat, I do not care. His sister (who, by the way, had something with my brother wich I do not want to know anything about but apparently ended up well) made chocolate chip cookies for us. And they were GOOD, extra good because I haven't eaten cookies in months. And then we order some pizza... this made me so damn happy that I don't really care that I don...

Yesterday I went to my brother’s band gig in a town outsie the city. There only were a few people, but thanks gawd because the sound was a piece of shit. Goddanm the lame producers and their shitty equipment.

Not in a good mood and not feeling very well. So I’m gonna eat chocolate until I die. All thus fuckery... my life is such mess.

I just got back from my first day at the gym... I hate doing phisycal work, it's so goddamn boring, my back lession hurts, I don't have gym clothing so I have to wash the ones I0m wearing now for tomorrow, and my cunt hurts because of the bycicle HAHAHAHAHAHA No, really. And I'm definetly in a bad mood. I have to keep going because I already pay three months in advance. FUCK MY LIFE.