I just watched the last episode of True Blood: it was adorable that Bill took Sookie on a romantic date. But I culdn't help let some tears out, those kind of things remind me that I'm 21 and nobody ever has asked me out on a date, given me a love presents or even given me flowers.

I lost all my youth, I never had that and there's no turning back. Things doesn't seem to get any better neighter.

Why people keep loving my pictures when I'm not like that at all. I wish that old creeps weren´t the only ones to take attention on me.

I feel so lost and lonely.

I hate all this shit.