Like confessions...

A shrink would have a lot of fun with me:

I know now isn't normal going to sleep wishing not to wakeup.

Ahora tengo más mioclomía del sueño sin que me esté quedando dormida y la apnea de sueño se ha transformado en no domir para nada...

I'm waking up everyday witht he feeling of a big hole in my stomach...

I'm having an anxiety attack, total vocation desmotivation, a personality crisis and lack of sleep.

I really wanted to share my symptoms so everybody knew I'm completely fucked... That might low my credibility but at least I'm being honest.

My condition might have a lot to do with my excesive consume of caffeine and sugar... and I can't do nothing about it but in fact consume even more caffeine and sugar.

I really need professinal help...