Day 08 — A photo that makes you angry/sad

That is my foot wearing a 20cm heel. This makes me angry AND sad. Let me tell you why.

I love shoes, specially heels, stilettos make me crazy, I am MAD about shoes... but, BUT I can't wear them. I am a 1.80mts woman, it's not that I am too embarassed to weat them, it's just that the world it's not made for a 2mts person, and that makes me feel very unconfortable.

Despise all the looks I get (bad ones mostly) when I wear heels, it's SO goddamn hard for me to find pretty shoes in my size (10-US, 41-Ven), this is no contry for big men, or women what so ever.

That's why I get so angry when I go out to buy shoes. It pisses me off not to find shit. And that starts a chain of insecurities about my own body. Everything I don't like about me physycally comes to the table and I ended up feeling so awkard, ugly and huge, HUGE (fat ass)... at last, depressed.

It's very much out of question for me buying things on the Internet. It would make me a happy, happy woman; if it wasn't for the fact that in my country is almost impossible to get dollars (fucking government and it's red issues).

I don't fit here, I never have, and the fact that I can't find shoes for me (this is so when I try to buy clothing) makes angry and sad.

That's why.

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Day 01 — Your favourite song
Day 02 — Your favourite movie
Day 03 — Your favourite television program
Day 04 — Your favourite book
Day 05 — Your favourite quote
Day 06 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 07 — A photo that makes you happy
Day 08 — A photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 09 — A photo you took
Day 10 — A photo of you taken over ten years ago
Day 11 — A photo of you taken recently
Day 12 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 13 — A fictional book
Day 14 — A non-fictional book
Day 15 — A fanfic
Day 16 — A song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Day 17 — An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)
Day 18 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 19 — A talent of yours
Day 20 — A hobby of yours
Day 21 — A recipe
Day 22 — A website
Day 23 — A YouTube video
Day 24 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 25 — Your day, in great detail
Day 26 — Your week, in great detail
Day 27 — This month, in great detail
Day 28 — This year, in great detail
Day 29 — Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days
Day 30 — Whatever tickles your fancy