Crucifying KaЯmina BuЯana

Went to drawing again, it’s been like a year since I don’t draw anything at all. So, since my spine lesion will keep me more useless than I normaly am, I will try to make peaces with my crayons. I only could find a new box of 12 colour pencils, 12! This is shamefull, but oh, well… I think going back to this kinda old habbits are good for me. It’s gonna be hard to get my hand used to this again… this is fucking horrible I gotta say

I went out this morning to buy things for the new year’s party, and I got this… this proof how forever alone I am xD

Y con lo tanto que ODIO esperar. He vuelto... sin cirugía, con el mismo dolor lumbar y con algunos grados de arrechera más. Déjenme decirles por qué no me operaron hoy: Esta mañana voy a la Clínica La Loira, en El Paraíso, Caracas; a las 8 de la mañana; me dijeron que no había habitaciones por el momento y como tenía cierto dolor en la columna, que entrara por "Emergencias". A esas horas, "Emergencias" estaba a reventar, luego me enteraría que la razón era que todos los CDI y ambulatorios e la zona se tomaron vacaciones. A las 11 de la mañana, tres horas después de haber llegado pero sobre todo por esperar la clave de Seguros Ávila, ingreso y me colocan un calmante; media hora después me colocan en el área de "Observación". Déjenme describirles esta área a ustedes, esta perlita. "Observación" es un cuarto con seis sillones reclinables. Me colocaron en el sillón número uno, enmarcado por muros, en donde por supuesto mi metro ochenta de estatura n...

Tomorrow is my surgery, if I'm not back by new year's eve that'a means I died, or that a zombie apocalypse took over this part of the world. Wahtever happens first.

My two favorite scents ever, from my mom! My firts checkbook carrier (or whatever it’s called) from my aunt. A pair of cuff earings from my other aunt. They're lovely! A pair of skull earings from my godson A pair of rose earings a a ring from my brother. This is the most meaningful present this year, it's a silver orchid pendant from my grandma. She told me she was going to give something to remember her for, orchids are her favorite flower, she has been growing up some all along our livingroom window since I can remember. That flower will always make me remember her, and everytime I wear the necklace It would be my stand for my love to my grandmother (because I hardly like orchids at all). Some skull pendants from my aunt’s husband. I fucking love this ring… from my cousin. And shooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooes!!!!!!

Now… I might be having surgery on Monday. I knew there was some reason why I kept watching Repo! The Genetic Opera. And just because people it's going to cut throug my skin and play with my bones I decided to eat a piece of Oreo cake and spend all my money on this.

Ouch!

A friend is back from Germany, I couldn’t go to meet her because I’m sick, my back hurts like hell; but she send me this, a postcard and a little rubber duck. How lovely.

My vintage alike key collar broke yesterday T.T and I had a hard time finding one. So I went into the store and bougth myself two new collars, a pair of earings and a ring. I LOVE IT, but now I have to look for another vintage key again.

I've been trying really hard to keep up with this pseudovegetarian diet my doctor send me... But then my partner bring me this for dessert... what can one do? And my brother got me this today ^^

1) Some Victoria's Secret shit 2) How about some punk stuff, why not? 3) An iPad, pleeeeeeeeeeeeease 4) More nail polish in these shades 5)Bouteille de Pirate Black Absinthe 80° 6) I don't mind the car, but lear to drive 7) A dress, just one at least 8) Skull things 9) A tattoo 10) Kat Von D's book