Since every member of my family -except for my grandma- got a profile at Facebook I have stoped writing truthful or deppresive status. Even if they weren't, my best friends and other knows are loged on all of the time; and I don't want them to know how I really am or wat I really feel. Not even dead.

The thing with my thougths is different. I always write what are my opinios or points of view are about something. But neve, NEVER, I write what I feel. The problem is with the "feeling" thing. Now -right now- I am wondering why is that I don't want to let nobody really get to know me. Why? I do it almost naturally: hiding my true self.

I'm very sure if people I know face to face started to read this blog I would immediatly close it -actually, move it-. I write here the thing I feel, the mess I am because nobody reads this. I post in Tumblr because I don't know any people there and I never would meet them, ever.

But, really... why? Why? I keep doing this?