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Today is an important day for history.

Yayyy!

I finally did half moons! Creppy half moons… it’s my first time, give me a break.

Yesterday my cousin’s wife brought me a school shirt of her cousin she wanted me to paint… a Minnie Mouse on it. I’m kinda sick of paiting stupid things for other people I don’t even know. I have never painted her before… but it turned out very good since I abused the glitter paintings.

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Ok, having your borther's ex sending you lovely food is super awkard, I know. But they ended up as friends, and the brother of the girl happens to be now my brother's best friend; they're like fucking twins now, it's disgusting. I was surprised because I have only met her once when I watched The Rocky Horror Picture show in her house while dancing and singing my ass off (I was the only one doing that. Yes, I have no shame). So I'll friend her in FB and tell her that now I love her because she sent me food. And next time I bake I'll sent her some. If I'm wrong I'm gonna be facing a painful death by poisoning. I will eat them anyway.

I haven’t been eating propperly lately, so I’m just fine with my diet coke here.

I'm still working in my surgery errances... it's fucking ridiculous, I'm glad I'm not like dying. Anywaym today I made a mocachino smootie, a total succes, thank you very much. And I'm stil baking... some chocolate cupcakes in the oven. Now I tested this rose mold. Quite pale but cute.

I might just be right on a new obssesion. Well... not that new, but I just watched Priest with Paul Bettany and now I'm watching Inkheart; and I had to stop to make this post. Priest Dustfinger Silas Angel Michael Inspector John Acheson

I also spent all evening baking in this new molds my mom bought me. I still haven't figure it out quite yet.

The budget for my spine surgery exceeds my insurance limit... I just migth kill somebody.

I made myself some of my bloody lemonade to cheer me up. I swear if all this surgery thing falls off I'm gonna scream and punch somebody. And I got to test my new silicon mold by baking a lemon cake. I still have to figure out the temperature thing, but it came out freaking good.

Today I went to the clinic to get the budget of my surgery... And I still have to go tomorrow to get the budget of the material and the prosthesis too; now apparently everything exceeds the insurance limit. This is all a big fucking joke.

OH, what this could be? This is the unfortunate sight I got to have this morning when I got stuck in the elevator in my way to the doctor. Luckily I wasn't trapped inside for much time, some people notice and startled the building guard. It was a lot of fun, obviously. Today was not a good day: I went from a doctor's office to another -I'm starting to despite waiting rooms- spent all the money I had in cabs and in my cellphone, wich by the way got all fucked up today and... I don't even. I still had to do a lot of papper work to deliver to the clinic, the insurance company, find out about the prosthesis and pay another visit to my doctor to finally find out when's gonna be my surgery, because diligences are my favorite part of being an adult woman. The only nice part about today was my mom giving me new silicone spatulas and a sunflower mold for baking. Guess I'll be making a cake tomorrow then.

Today I woke up around 3 pm, since I fall asleep at 4 am that seems fair to me. Then they all tell me that my little cousin and his mom were waiting for me because they wanted me to "help" my little cousing on a bidimensional model of the solar system. Well, they left and before meeting me and left all the materials to me... it figures... Now the thing is that they left me, I do't even know how it's called in english, this flexible mass in a lot of colors that you can model with. In my country we call it plastilina. I HATE modeling with plastilina, it's sticky, greasy, it stains paper and it gets all under my nails... it's disgusting. Once you do a cshool project to your cousin you are pretty much fucked up, because next time they'll come again for you to "help" the little bastard. well, this helping thing is going quite strange since my cousin isn't even here. I'm a dumbass. And if I even think about saying "No", my family let ...

This is me playing with my make up on a Friday night all along in my room. My life is so much fun. Its got all this glitter and sparks and it doesn’t even show… oh, bugger. Now with my drag queen make up I’ll watch the Monster Ball Tour while I drink some ice tea… how adecuate.

FUCK THE PARENTS TELEVISION COUNCIL “Maybe if the Parents TV Councils spent time raising their children instead of watching TV to see what other people are doing we wouldn’t have this motha’fucking problem”.

Look what I have to wear now! This is fucking ridiculous, it's unconfortable and I can't even wear normal clothes... fuck me.

I just went to the clinic to have what I wish will be the last test before my surgery, so I had to walk by this park nerby home. I haven’t walkek trought there since maybe six years; and the whole place is now a fucking jungle. It’s just too damn sad. I am just pissed off about how this comunity left a fine space like this area to a complete lost and andandonment. It’s just ridiculous. This still could be a place where children could play, people take out their pets, mayve elderly people spent some time undre the sun, but instead now it’s a freaking dead area, no to mention even insecure, in fact, I could give both my arms there’s not even ilumination at nigth. I remember going to parties in there when I was a child. Now this is completely lost. I’m so pissed off, I don’t even know what to do about it.

Yesterday was my little cousin fifth birthday… terrible, terrible party, not only because it was a children party, but because it was in a difficult area to get to, that house is still half built, it was too cold, the food was lame, and by the time we were supossed to leave our car broke, it was so dark we could’t fix it so another car had to tow us with a rope… anyway, anything for the family. Looking at the brigth side, although I'm 22, I'm still one spoiled fucker. So they gave me a children souvenir of the party. Or that was what I thought. The thing is that the gift was specially made for me! HOW I LOVE MY AUNT. I don't really like Hello Kitty, but this is adorable... I even got a tube with glitter glue. I will definetly use all of this. This mini flipflop is an eraser ^^ Now I got a notebook with a bunch of stickers... I'll fid a use for them, as for decorate some people's foreheads or so. I even got eyelashes! This is how much my family knows me. Also, I had ...