Crucifying KaЯmina BuЯana

Now I’m just sitting here in this shit hole waiting to see another therapist. I arrived an hour and a half ago, I was technically the third in line, but then this other doctor brings two other people and just push them inside the office so I’m still waiting… And now the doctor I’m supposed to see left to a meeting. WHAT THE FUCK. Now I’m pissed. It bothers me that mom wanted me to come here because is free because it’ inside her workplace. But it’s not like we could,t afford some place else, and our insurance would cover it anyway. Maybe I’m just cranky.

I went to the doctor today to check out my spine recovery. Basically I’m perfect… But I haven’t been doing my rehab so it has been bothering me a little. I thougth my prothesis where gonna be perfectly visible in X-rays; it turns out they’re ‘invisible’ to X-rays and the only thing visible is the three little dots in each prostetic, something like its nails.

Today I went to my brother's gig at the Museo del Teclado. Now let me tell you why this is a lousy place to do a metal festival. First, the sound was TERRIBLE, is Dáidalos wouldn't have a sound technician they would have been in deep shit; besides this is a very small place to do this, specially because there are really old pianos everywhere. Two thing lowed the atmosphere, one was that the lights were always on, they should have been down for us the audience, and secondly, there were chairs... CHAIRS... in a metal gig... I rest my case. This show was a complete sucess! This time they shared the stage with the debutants Madre Tierra, who did ok… three singers, the girl’s a mezzosoprano and the boy, well I didn’t really hear him, and some other dude who sang guttural . Now this dude really pissed me off, he also played the guitar but he played giving us his back the entire time. This is so fucking disrespectful and annoying. The second band was this really goth band, thr...

I already ate all my Butterfingers and now my peanut butter is halfway out.

Or eat me up.

Ok I did open it.

I am, for the first time in my life, eating a mermelade, peanut butter and banana sandwich (in honey and raisins bread).

This afternoon I went with my mom to see Viaggio by Il Circo. It was so cool, there were some parts that my jaw just dropped. Amazing. Now I migth be kinda depressed because I just maybe want to join the circus or just because I really REALLY want to see Cirque du Soleil so bad.

My aunt just came and brought me this Jack skellington bag. I don't really like to wear bags with characters, but it's a sweet jestures because obviously she knows I love The Nigthmare Before Christmas. Then she gave this wallte for my checkbook... I don't really like it because I have never used the logmania thing; but I'll use it anyway just because she gave it to me. My aunt is always spoiling me. My aunt also gave me a beautiful chal that still has a logo everywhere, but it's really cute so I'll be wearingit a lot. I love my aunt.

A disckman player.

Let me keep telling you about my vacations: In the middle of the week the ligths starting to went off for maybe two hour every day. And what one shall do when the ligths goes off (and you are stuck with your family by the way)? You, eat and drink and play cards under the ligths of candles. So, the day of going home arrived; we had to take the 4:00 pm ferry on the Saturday, gladly our cabs arrived at 1:00 pm. The taxis I was in had this ad that i don’t even know why I find so fucking funny. And after a while the driver told us that something odd from the island was this tree that has cactus growing on it. apparently the birds brought cactus seeds on the branches of the tree. I didn’t even know cactus can grow on top of trees. So we arrived to the harbor maybe three hours earlier… but guess what, OUR SHIP WAS DELAYED TO THE NEXT DAY, to the 7:00 am trip. And they didn’t even let us know. Fortunetly my mother and my uncle went rapidly to the offices of the disgrace call...

Second day at the pool there was nothing to do but enjoy vacations, my aunt went with us so she always coocked for us, but usually we went out for food at least once a day. I gotta tell you, YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW CHEAP CANDY IS in Margarita island. We bougth chocolates like crazy, this is only what I got… I couldn’t help myself. In fact I had to choose between alcohol or candy, because vodka bottles were soooooo cheap as well; but I decided for candy bcause I figured it was going to be kinda difficult bringing glass bottles home. I gotta tell you something… people from this island are so slow, they do everything with such calm… it made me mad, maybe because I’m from the capital city… but I had to wait maybe 45 min for a pizza. Trust me, being there watching how slowly theu’re making isn’t really good for my nerves. Some other day we wen to visit Conejero market, wich everyone told me I had to go to, but it was really lame… a few hours later the ligths went off in the ...

Now let me tell you about my trip. We took off last Monday at 7:00 am to a five hour road trip to another city to take a ferry to the island we went to for vacations. I didn't really matter the trip because I enjoy road trips; I always have for no particular reason. But in the middle of the road we found that the freeway was close because of a protest (this is not rare in my country), we were stuck there for maybe three hours under the noon sun... al I thought was "I never go out and when I do this had to happen, of course". Because of that mu uncle had to drive faster, nothing good for my recently spine surgery. We manage to get on time for our trip on the ferry at 4:00 pm, but the boat had a four hour delay... this was the top cherry of this nigthmare. We were a group of twelve family members, including my 82 year-old grandma, this is why we couldn't go on an airplain. We had CONFERRY tickets, now this fucking service of ferry is one of the few services ...